Quirk

The more you, take from me.
The more I wanna give to you.
The more I'm put through.
The more I prove you wrong.
I'll show you all, that I am strong.

The more blood from my veins.
The more that I crave the pain.
The more that I want to die.
The more it makes me try.

I'm filled with love.
But is it really enough?
To keep me above.
Rock bottom.
I've forgoten.
How to smile.
It's been a while.
But open up the file.
I been down this road before.
Now I'm straying from the path.
Trying to find again how to laugh.

The more you, take from me.

The more I wanna give to you.
The more I'm put through.
The more I prove you wrong.
I'll show you all, that I am strong.

The more blood from my veins.
The more that I crave the pain.
The more that I want to die.
The more it makes me try.

I've been facing shit for too long.
This so fucking wrong.
I want it all to be gone.
Nothing but a bad memory.
Buried in a cemetery.
Burned.
I've learned.
To cope.
Walking this tight rope.
I could fall, with no safety net.
I wish we'd never met.
You think you know so much of me.
Let's see.

The more you, take from me.
The more I wanna give to you.
The more I'm put through.
The more I prove you wrong.
I'll show you all, that I am strong.

The more blood from my veins.
The more that I crave the pain.
The more that I want to die.
The more it makes me try.

Now I'm angry.
So damn anoyed.
It's a nightmare I tried to avoid.
Throwing myself.
Into hell.
Is the only way to quell.
This thirst.
This feeling.
That's reeling me in.
When I dream of seeling me in.
My own coffin.

But a few things, keep me calm.
One is a lot of self harm.
There's no need for alarm.
Another thing is my friends.
The brother like bonds.
That's lasted so long.
These help.
And then there's her.
Her smile.
Makes me smile.
She makes me laugh.
She makes me love.
She keeps me happy.
She cares.

And doesn't that just eat at your soul!
That you were the one, to never make me whole!