Hide.

It's hard to be serious.
When pain makes you delirious.
And tears are so near to us.
Demons come through the fear in us.
So look at me, I'm here to trust.
When he will have finally pushed.
When your spirit's really crushed.
You know when our hands nearly touch.
We both want it just as much.
I'll always be here to clutch.
Close to you when you need such.
A person to make you feel loved.
I don't know if it's enough.
But I know that it's more than lust.
We would be so good for us.
You fixed my heart when it was crushed.
I don't think it was your intention.
It's like I've been in detetion.
Heart held in a time suspention.
Did I forget to mention.
I want to ask you a question.
But I'm so scared of rejection.
I turn and go in another direction.
Because I buckle under the tension.

So I run from you and hide in the darkness.

Yes.

I run from you and hide in the darkness.

If I could dare just to ask you.
I would stay and I would see this through.
But I'm gone.
I'm gone.

I'm not the most handsome lad.
But I will be the best you've had.
I know that sounds really bad.
But I don't mean it like that.
I mean I'll not let you down.
I wouldn't mess you around.
It felt like I had drowned.
Until you made my heart pound.
You brought me back to life.
When I'd given up with all the strife.
When misery in me was rife.
You encouraged me to try.

But I run from you and hide in the darkness.

Yes.

I run from you and hide in the darkness.

If I could dare just to ask you.
I would stay and I would see this through.
But I'm gone.
I'm gone.
I'm gone.

These scars run far too deep.
They make me loose my sleep.
I really hate the way they always seem to keep.
Me awake at night.
Demons so hard to fight.
There gone with mornings' light.
So I clench my fists tight.
-
You deserve so much more.
Than me, I am sure.
What am I even asking for?
I do not know.
That's why I go.
Write this flow.
Just to show.
Just to blow.
Off this steam.
While I scream.
The words stream
Out of me.
They rip the seams.
All my dreams.
Converge on this computer screen.
For you to read.
While my heart bleeds.
It is what feeds.
This poetry.
For all to see.
My heart set free.
I wonder would you have me?
Probably.
Not see.

I run from you and hide in the darkness.

Yes.

I run from you and hide in the darkness.

If I could dare just to ask you.
I would stay and I would see this through.
But I'm gone.
I'm gone.
I'm gone.

-H